Got this via Beks’ tumblr!

Songs have their meanings and I’m lovin this ones’.

I miss you by blink 182.

From yours truly (:

Seriously dude, we all miss you. It’s coming from the 7 of us.

You’re not on facebook, msn or anything.

And, We’ve got alot of talking to do.

Come back soon, yo.

Before I leave for Europe.

Cause ‘Sorry’ isn’t my thing -

Life’s is all about ups and down,

Just like how the you’re now.

But pull yourself back together again,

For tomorrow might be a better event.

So close your eyes till the end,

and forget what I’ve descend.

Forget everything as time passes, my friend.

I got this quiz back from Lex’s blog, it’s pretty accurate not to mention the last paragraph of the summary review check it out @ –>  http://mindmedia.com/braintest

The Results

Your Brain Usage Profile:

Auditory : 58%
Visual : 41%
Left : 47%
Right : 52%

No matter which side of your brain is dominant,
M i n d W a r e
can strengthen your emotional brain power by helping you understand how
you feel about yourself.

Summary Review

Bertrand, your hemispheric dominance is equally divided between left and right brain, while you show a moderate preference for auditory versus visual learning, signs of a balanced and flexible person.

Your balance gives you the enviable capacity to be verbal and literate while retaining a certain “flair” and individuality. You are logical and compliant but only to a degree. You are organized without being compulsive, goal-directed without being driven, and a “thinking” individual without being excessively so.

The one problem you might have is that your learning might not be as efficient as you would like. At times you will work from the specific to the general, while at other times you’ll work from the general to the specific. Sometimes you will be logical in your approach while at other times random. Since you cannot always control the choice, you may experience frustrations not normally felt by persons with a more defined and directed learning style.

You may also minimally experience conflicts associated with auditory processing. You will be systematic and sequential in your processing of information, you will most often focus on a single dimension of the problem or material, and you will be more reflective, i.e., “taking the data in” as opposed to “devouring” it.

Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself – and of others – while maintaining an “openness” which is redeeming. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity is not in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, the more obvious and the more functional.

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After catching the movie 500 Days of Summer back at cine bout’ 9.30pm just now, I realized the lead female actress (Summer) character is pretty similar to mine. Its’ horrifying resemblance isn’t right. It’s..odd.

I’d say that the show is pretty neat. I give my thumbs up, no doubt. It’s different from all the other movies I’ve caught so far. I loved the way events of subsequent dates were highlighted like a journal!  What’s more, was the way how “undefined love” found its’ way to Summer and how it was naturally expressed throughout the movie, plus  the crude jokes that got me sniggering away! HAHAHA.

It was these words , ” Fate/Destiny/ Effort/ Love” that hit Summer real hard.. And it had her up-heave her walls of self-isolation which writes “I prefer to be alone” I wonder.. just when would mine have a break down?

Fate plays out our lives but fates’ in our hands, – Brain crunching Oxymoron.

Fucking had enough of all these nonsense, you wanna bitch about each other, go ahead. I don’t fucking know the answer to your hearts desires, you two are similar people with similar traits. And when you two are together, things clashes – like poles repel.

2 very different stories, who am I to judge? Whom should I believe in?

Fucking tiny gossip balloons into something so huge and complicated, srsly I think it’s totally fucked up.

I neither wanna break ties with either one of you nor take sides – it’s just so hard, I’m friends to you both and  do you both srsly think I feel nothing from all this bullcrap?!  Have the both of you ever spared a thought for me? Listening and entertaining all this bullshit when I fucking don’t know the key to anything, because I’m not in the scenes.

So what the fuck you do want me to do?!

Politics is simple and it revolves all the time as long as a group of 3 people exist.  Either :

1) FUCKING IGNORE AND SHUT YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT FOR GOOD.

2) FIGHT BACK AND SEE THE BOTH OF YOU LOSE YOUR FUCKING COOOL.

3) BREAK TIES.

fucking pissed.

I was caught on surprise with a question I couldn’t answer, or rather I didn’t know how to answer. It was too sudden and uncalled for, I was taken aback and it was getting odd when the only words that came to my mind was – B.L.A.N.K

So obviously I ignored latter and twisted the topics, but still it lingers in my mind.

Every now and then, it bubbles up just to remind me what I have been missing out in the years that passed. Despite knowing there’s so much that I had missed, I neither feel contented nor deprived, it just seems so normal.. or is it just.. me?

Sometimes I wonder what’s it like to lean on one shoulders, what’s it like to see the world with someone you hold so dear, what’s it like to be in a whole new world?  Is it really like how dramas/manga exaggeratedly describes their worlds apart or is it now?

You asked me, I seriously don’t know, my friend.

All I can say is maybe you’re right. Maybe it’s time for a change, a change in perceptions.