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Weak

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Feeling exhausted and drained now. Not to mention, I’m sick. Down with flu the other day and now having severe diarrhea .

Adding to my stress list, is my haircut. I haven’t got the time, school work, revision… all these is just wearing me out.

At least i tried to do my work today, then after I laid on my sofa for a few minutes. Blank.*Fairyland* ahh..pretty girls.

Wait, let’s get back to the topic.

This term, with the school restarted, I’m gonna have be on task but I prolly have to get a schedule first tho.

I must work continuously, there’s no time to procrastinate!

I want to be the one to show what’s right from wrong. Deal?

Picture of the day: That’s the chosen one =)

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June 23, 2008 at 3:37 pm

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Guilt

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Palms stained with blood , I stood rooted to the ground . Panicking with fear, and knowing that there was nothing, absolutely nothing that could change fate.

The boy, aged of a toddler, laid motionless in my arms with his eyes wide open. His pupils were directed at me. Almost as if, I was the one at fault.

His head was ripped into 2 halves and his brain had fallen into the drain, spattering into pieces. Blood was oozing from every pore of his body, and … It was the most horrible sight I’d have seen.

My relatives were in the car too. I had stopped somewhere, I couldn’t remember where and why on Earth I ever stopped for . The passenger seat (next to the driver) was where the boy was seated, the the rear seats were my aunts .

As I left the car, the boy took over the wheel and stepped on the accelerator causing the car to plunge into the drain . The car was wrecked, with dents, shattered glass and a smoking engine . Worse still, there was a bleeding body at the side of the drain.

Why!? Why didn’t I place the safety belt on the boy? Who was this boy? Why Did I care? Thoughts ran through my mind like a bullet train yet they were left unanswered .

I rushed to the scene . I flinched, gasping with shock from the horrid sight. Tears flowed non-stop like a river, my face turned red, raging with adrenaline. I couldn’t do anything , nothing at all, I was useless .

“God, no.” I muttered under my breath. “God, save me.”

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I struggled, grabbing the quilt tightly as if I was cuffed like a prisoner not allowing to escape death penalty – the electric chair .

Then, I woke up, with sweat dripping from the tips of my hair . Sighing with relief, “It was just a nightmare..”

“Sorry, I couldn’t help..” I apologised softly .

It was weird . It couldn’t possibly happen, but the dream seemed like it was so… real.

I picked up my bag, and got ready for school .

Picture of teh day: Life – even at its darkest corners . Treasure it . =)

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May 28, 2008 at 8:27 am

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