Life; a story to tell .

After catching the movie 500 Days of Summer back at cine bout’ 9.30pm just now, I realized the lead female actress (Summer) character is pretty similar to mine. Its’ horrifying resemblance isn’t right. It’s..odd.

I’d say that the show is pretty neat. I give my thumbs up, no doubt. It’s different from all the other movies I’ve caught so far. I loved the way events of subsequent dates were highlighted like a journal!  What’s more, was the way how “undefined love” found its’ way to Summer and how it was naturally expressed throughout the movie, plus  the crude jokes that got me sniggering away! HAHAHA.

It was these words , ” Fate/Destiny/ Effort/ Love” that hit Summer real hard.. And it had her up-heave her walls of self-isolation which writes “I prefer to be alone” I wonder.. just when would mine have a break down?

Fate plays out our lives but fates’ in our hands, – Brain crunching Oxymoron.

Night by night, I tried so hard to sleep but these shit just keeps one awake.

Damn. I never thought nightmares be’d this bad..

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To think that it could really wreck a persons’ mind.

To really think it could make a person toss and turn for hours.

To even think that it could cause  huge eye bags.

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Pictographic memories from the papers – carelessness, mistakes resurfaced every time I turn in. They just bombard the living shit out of me, leaving me drenched in cold sweat.

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What’s this, regrets or guilt ?

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I know I can’t help but to move on, but…this is just crazy.’

Picture of the day: Hauntings – somethings that aren’t stoppable.

“Pounding at the chains, I succeed.

As I flee, it felt great.

Then, apprehension was on its way.

Now, in cuffs as I lay,

Hoping that someone rescues me one day.”

Picture of the day:  What else do you see besides the antelope?  =)

I haven’t been myself. I admit.

These pathetic 2 weeks of “holidays” wasn’t a holiday. Come’on it’s way tooo short, I can’t even grow my beard.

Bah, all I can do is whine. Puny little boys don’t get a say in our world. God..

I feel dead now, come to think of it. Struck with flu along with this terrible migraine, causing me to feel lethargic and all so restless. Damn.

Running low on cash these days, I don’t know why or what caused the burn in my pockets I hadn’t go out these days lately, where did all my money go!??

I need to plan.

Picture of the day: The steps to success, of course with a little help =)